SuicideBoys Lyrics

  • Are You Going to See the Rose in the Vase, or the Dust on the Table?

    Are You Going to See the Rose in the Vase, or the Dust on the Table?

    You don't get it (You did good $lick)
    I'm just reckless with myself (It's a Smash)
    Taking over, something only time will tell
    Wetto, ayy

    [Verse 1: Anthony Mars]
    Already know what time I'm on, double R slidin' on audubon
    She tryna get my love, the best I can do is a trauma bond
    Poppin' these pills got easier, but gettin' high been gettin' harder
    Remember them days in maw-maw's house, holdin' on my grandfather
    Remember them days in the Envoy, it was just me and Oddy
    Now all of my homies got their own bus, but they ain't got time for bondin'
    Tellin' myself that it's okay, knowin' that's a liе
    Ayy, never at home, just passin' by
    I was always told that boys don't cry, why am I so brokе inside?
    Waste time on an inner child, motherfucker been dead since five
    Seen my dad OD at nine, was never the same again
    I never had a chance to win

    [Chorus: Anthony Mars & Norman Atomic]
    I keep reachin' out for help
    I can't tell if I'm too concerned with myself
    Feel like I'm just collectin' dust on the shelf (Fuck it, fuck it)
    I think it's time to bid farewell

    [Verse 2: Norman Atomic]
    Left all the lights on, but I ain't home, thirty thousand feet up
    Got my ice on, but I ain't cold, thirty thousand degrees
    Yup, I stashed thirty thousand in the freezer
    Feel like a crooked congressman
    I blame it on Percocet amnesia, can't keep up with my tolerance
    I'm tryna win this war on drugs, but I lost the battle by callin' up the plug
    Got back in the saddle
    Moth to the flame, I'm insane, all these voices rattle
    Foggin' up my brain, numb the pain, locked up in my castle
    I'm startin' to unravel, surrounded by all these snakes and jackals
    They keep temptin' me to eat the apple
    I need to tie up loose ends, form these threads into a tassel

    [Chorus: Anthony Mars & Norman Atomic]
    I keep reachin' out for help
    I can't tell if I'm too concerned with myself
    Feel like I'm just collectin' dust on the shelf (Fuck it, fuck it)
    I think it's time to bid farewell
    I keep reachin' out for help
    I can't tell if I'm too concerned with myself
    Feel like I'm just collectin' dust on the shelf (Fuck it, fuck it)
    I think it's time to bid farewell

  • Us Vs. Them

    Us Vs. Them

    Ladies and gentleman (You did good, $lick)
    Get up (It's a smash)
    Motherfucker (Get up)
    Uh, ah-ah

    [Verse 1: Lil Paranoid]
    It's that bent motherfucker in that coupe, slidin' like the serpent (Get up)
    More guns than Viktor, 'bout dying, boy, I be that merchant (Yeah)
    Cast from the firmament, brain damage permanent (Get up)
    Got ninety-nine problems and not one of them concern a bitch (Why?)
    I'm in that Benz, hollerin', "Ooh, na-na-na"
    Yung Slicky with that .9, tell me who wanna die?
    Been troubled since I was a youth, chewin' Fent' up in the booth (Gеt up)
    Ride for my brothers, yeah, for thеm I'll do a sin or two (What)
    G-R-E-Y (North), East bloc, *59 (Side)
    Fucked up since knee high, cutthroat and I see why (Why?)
    They use me then they use me and they use me 'til I'm used up (Get up)
    And they wonder why I stay high or at best I'm buped up
    My shoot up until I puke up (Ladies and gentleman, what?)
    My cross that I bare (Get up)
    Drop my kids off in that ho 'cause I pay well for that daycare (What? Wetto)
    Knock-knock, who's there? $carecrow with that dead stare (Get up)
    Car two-hundred-thousand and my bitch still on welfare (Ah)

    [Bridge: Lil Paranoid]
    Motherfucker (Get up)
    Uh, ah-ah
    Motherfucker (Get up)
    Uh, ah, ah-ah (Ladies and gentleman)

    [Chorus: Lil Paranoid]
    Have the block hollering, "Wah, wah, wah" (Get up)
    Throw them threes up for the G*59
    Talkin' to me, I hear "Blah, blah, blah"
    When I pull up, have them hoes sayin', "Ooh, la-la"
    Ladies and gentleman (Get up)
    (Get up)

    [Verse 2: Yung Mutt]
    Ayy, ayy, ayy, ayy, ayy
    Snorted a bunch of Perc 30's, now I'm ignorin' every call (Get up)
    Got bored, decided to cop a sports car and I crashed it right into a wall
    Hopped and that's when I realized that I was in the food court at the mall (Get up)
    Concussions and destruction, bitch, I'll show you how I ball
    Shellfish on my wrist forever, ain't just the date (Get up)
    All these pups think they tough, tryna take off of my plate
    Yeah, they howlin' and they growlin' (Ooh), but my name stained with drool
    Plenty of bones buried in the yard along with Fugazi jewels (Ah)
    Ruby been had all the girls, I got scraps that I could scrape up (Yup, get up)
    Been all over the world, I got maps that I could make up (Yup, yup)
    Been a dope fiend for so long that people clap when I wake up (Get up)
    Been ahead of the game, runnin' laps 'fore I lace up (Yeah)
    Shadow banned, shorty, yeah, I'm always hard to find (Yeah)
    DUCKBOY ain't no fuckboy, yeah, I always take my time (Yeah)
    *59 signed, yeah, I said, "Fuck a 9 to 5" (Yeah)
    Tryna shine so hard that I leave 'em all blind (Ladies and gentleman)

    [Bridge: Yung Mutt]
    Uh, oh fuck boy (Get up)
    Uh, uh
    Motherfucker (Get up)
    Uh (Please help)

    [Chorus: Yung Mutt]
    Have the block hollerin' "Wah, wah, wah" (Get up)
    Throw them threes up for the G*59
    Talkin' to me, I hear "Blah, blah, blah"
    When I pull up, have them hoes sayin', "Ooh, la-la"
    Ladies and gentleman (Get up)
    (Get up)

  • Not Even Ghosts Are This Empty


    [Intro: Brad Pitt]
    Tell you a secret, something they don't teach you in your temple
    The Gods envy us, they envy us because we're mortal
    'Cause any moment might be our last
    Everything's more beautiful, because we're doomed
    (You did good, $lick)
    (It's a Smash)

    [Chorus: Kingpin Skinny Pimp]
    Hit me with, hit me with, hit me with, hit me with, hit me with
    So more, if you don't hear me, so I split your wig
    Shoot on a trick, when I'm thick
    $lick ain't got no sorrow, bitch
    Shoot on a trick, shoot on a trick
    $lick ain't got no sorrow, bitch
    Hit me with, hit me with, hit me with, hit me with, hit me with
    So more, if you don't hear me, so I split your wig
    Shoot on a trick, when I'm thick
    $lick ain't got no sorrow, bitch
    Shoot on a trick, shoot on a trick
    $lick ain't got no sorrow, bitch

    [Verse 1: Yung Revelations]
    Can I ever get a moment to myself?
    Each moment that passes is fleeting
    I try and I try to escape my own life
    At this point y'all should call me Houdini (Oddy, don't)
    It always ends up with me bleeding (Not again)
    Or so overwhelmed, I'm retreating (Not again)
    Back into the hole that I tried to climb out of (Not again)
    It always ends up self defeating (Not again)
    I'm addicted to sex, addicted to drugs
    Really whatever will make me feel loved
    I don't care what you think, yeah, I don't give a fuck
    I'm still out here shinin' as bright as the sun
    No matter how hard it gets, no matter how tough
    Don't disobey when I say, "Give me the gun" (Give me the gun)
    If I don't let my demons out to breathe
    I'll end up with some horns or pair of fuckin' wings
    Come and visit me from time to time (From time to time)
    To all the bitches I was ever with
    Yeah, you're still on my mind (Mind, mind)

    [Bridge: Kingpin Skinny Pimp & Lil Pslam]
    Skinny Pimp, at yourself, any rap you try to throw
    Skinny Pimp, at yourself, any rap you try to throw
    Skinny Pimp, at yourself, any rap you try to throw
    Skinny Pimp, at yourself, any rap you try to throw (Huh, huh, ayy)

    [Verse 2: Lil Psalm]
    Yeah, pushin' that Coupe in the rain (North)
    Think I been goin' insane (Side)
    Poppin' and smokin' and drinkin' (North)
    Is how I been copin' and dealin' with pain (Side)
    Snort up a line with my mom, yeah (North)
    I just be hopin' to bond (Side)
    Another day workin' and wastin' away (North)
    The exact thing that I wanna buy (Side), that's time (Yeah)
    I'm in that Double R, fallin' the fuck apart
    Cookin' up my frontal lobe
    Play it strong on the phone, but I cry when alone
    'Cause my daddy just hit a new low, fuck
    Everyday bad news, everyday cash rules
    Fuck what I did (Let's go), it's what have you done lately
    Fuck that poetic shit (Lets go), got a chrome metal stick up to my brain
    Just to know heaven for a bit (Go, go, go)
    Yeah, huh, I just want to run away (Run away)
    But all I ever do is run in place (In place)
    The tears I cried, it could've iced my chain (My chain)
    And on the best days, I can't feel my face (My face)

    [Chorus: Yung Revelations & Lil Psalm]
    No matter how hard it gets
    No matter how tough
    My face, my face
    I can't feel my face
    No matter how hard it gets
    No matter how tough
    My face, my face
    I can't feel my face
    My face, my face
    I can't feel my face
    No matter how hard it gets
    No matter how tough
    My face, my face
    I can't feel my face

    [Outro]
    The worst part about hell is not the flames, it's the hopelessness
    And I think that is the part of hell that a person in depression really tastes
    The hopelessness, the terrible hopelessness that comes over

  • Finding Shelter In My Larynx

    [Intro]
    Everything's black
    You did good, $lick
    (It's a SMASH!)

    [Verse 1: Indiana Slicky Fort Wayne]
    I'm screaming, "Fuck love," 'cause I guess I never got enough
    Shark attack, an album every summer like I'm Oddy Nuff
    Grey Gorilla, I'm gripping my Harambe nuts
    How can I trust when my own blood be acting sus? (Fuck)
    I got feelings, I could never feel
    Keeping a blade up under my tongue just so I can guard my heel
    Constantly eating pills like I never skip a meal
    Them hoes they wanna chill, but I just give 'em Vistaril

    [Bridge]
    Your call has been forwarded to an automated voice messaging service

    [Verse 2: DUCKBOY]
    All these missed calls, texts left on read
    When I do answer the phone, it's usually, "Who is this again?"
    I can see it in their eyes that they see me as a check, as a threat
    Fucking hating on me, waiting on me to miss a fucking step
    They would love to catch me slipping, yeah, that's why I learned to fly
    Always tryna touch the sun before I fall to my demise
    Broken skeleton scattered, I'm only buzzing 'cause of the flies
    But I gained a million listeners on Spotify overnight

  • A Little Trauma Can Be Illuminating, And I’m Shining Like The Sun

    [Intro: LIL REMAINS]
    (You did good $lick)
    Yeah playa, yeah playa, all my teeth gold
    Damn playa, damn playa, I still can't sleep though
    Yeah playa, yeah playa, all my teeth gold
    Damn playa, damn playa, I still can't sleep though
    Yeah playa, yeah playa, all my teeth gold
    Damn playa, damn playa, I still can't sleep though
    Yeah playa, yeah playa (Wetto), all my teeth gold (Wetto)
    Damn playa ($licky), damn playa, I still can't sleep though

    [Verse 1: LIL REMAINS]
    Lately I been feelin' like I don't know who the fuck I am (Don't know who I am)
    Tryna figure out where the stage ends and I begin (Where do I begin?)
    'Til the bitter end, I proceed with a hollow heart (Hollow heart)
    Cut my wounds and call it art (Call it art)
    Watch me as I come apart
    Yeah, pull up Cullinan, they wondering which sport I play (Who is that?)
    I say what I want and what you can't afford to say (North)
    Unless I'm hollerin' "Grey" ain't much else I gotta say (Grey, grey, grey)
    I made a gang and I madе a way
    And I made the wave and it's hеre to stay (Yeah)
    Yeah, fakin' a smile while I'm flexin'
    Alarm going off for my antidepressant
    My girl is up early and bitchin' and stressin' (I can't go)
    About how I'm here but I'm lackin' in presence (I can't go)
    I tell her, "I love you," but it's lackin' essence (I can't go)
    And now I remember just who I am
    But give me a pill this one for the win
    I'm gone again (Gone)

    [Bridge: LIL REMAINS]
    Yeah playa, yeah playa, all my teeth gold
    Damn playa, damn playa, I still can't sleep though

    [Verse 2: LORD OF LONELINESS]
    My type of vacation is isolation
    I wanna be left alone, gonna see how long I'll hold
    Until I end up fighting off temptations
    Of self-annihilation (Self-annihilation)
    I'm holdin' myself hostage by all of this emotional blockage
    I can't fuckin' stop it now, it's all coming out (It's all coming out!)
    A verbal kind of vomit, I wish I could gut it out (Gut it out!)
    Take away my stomach, fuckin' rip it all apart (Apart)
    A hollow cage of calcium that used to hold my heart
    I know I'm meant to be alone
    I can feel it in my bones (Holding myself hostage by all of this emotional blockage)
    And in my soul (Holding myself hostage by all of this emotional blockage)

    [Outro: LIL REMAINS]
    Yeah playa, yeah playa, all my teeth gold
    Damn playa, damn playa, I still can't sleep though

  • I No Longer Fear the Razor Guarding My Heel (V)

    [Part I: Not Even Ghosts Are This Empty]

    [Interlude: Compilation Version]

    [Intro: DJ Paul, Kingpin Skinny Pimp]
    You did good $lick
    (It's a SMASH!)
    Hit me with some-, Hit me with some-, Hit me with some-
    Hit me with some-, Hit me with some more, if you don’t hear me
    So I split your wig
    Shoot on a trick, when I'm thick
    Slick ain't got no sorrow bitch
    Shoot on a trick, shoot on a trick
    Slick ain’t got no sorrow bitch
    Hit me with some-, Hit me with some-, Hit me with some-
    Hit me with some-, Hit me with some more, if you don't hear me
    So I split your wig
    Shoot on a trick, when I'm thick
    Slick ain't got no sorrow bitch
    Shoot on a trick, shoot on a trick
    Slick ain't got no sorrow bitch

    [Verse 1: Yung Revelations]
    Can I ever get a moment to myself
    Each moment that passes is fleeting
    I try and I try to escape my own life
    At this point y'all should call me Houdini (Oddy don't)
    It always ends up with me bleeding
    Or so overwhelmed I'm retreating
    Back into the hole that I tried to climb out of
    It always ends up self defeating
    I’m addicted to sex, addicted to drugs
    Really whatever will make me feel loved
    I don’t care what you think
    Yeah I don't give a fuck
    I’m still out here shining as bright as the sun
    And no matter how hard it gets
    No matter how tough
    Don't disobey when I say "Gimme the gun"
    If I don't let my demons out to breathe
    I'll end up with some horns or a pair of fucking wings
    Come and visit me from time to time (From time to time)
    To all the bitches I was ever with
    Yeah, you’re still on my mind

    [Verse 2: Lil Psalm]
    Huh huh, aye
    Yeah, pushing that coupe in the rain
    Think I been going insane
    Popping and smoking and drinking
    Is how I been coping and dealing with pain
    Snort up a line with my Mom
    Yeah, I just be hoping to bond
    Another day working and wasting away
    The exact thing that I wanna buy
    That's time
    I'm in that double R
    Falling the fuck apart
    Cooking up my frontal lobe
    Play it strong on the phone
    But I cry when alone
    'Cause my daddy just hit a new low (Fuck)
    Every day bad news, every day cash rules
    Fuck what I did
    It's what have you done lately
    Fuck that poetic shit
    Got a chrome metal stick up to my brain
    Just to know heaven for a bit
    I just wanna run away
    But all I ever do is run in place
    The tears I cried
    It could have iced my chain
    And on the best days I can't feel my face

    [Outro: Yung Revelations & Lil Psalm]
    No matter how hard it gets
    No matter how tough
    My face, my face
    I can't feel my face
    No matter how hard it gets
    No matter how tough
    My face, my face
    I can't feel my face
    My face, my face
    I can't feel my face
    No matter how hard it gets
    No matter how tough
    My face, my face
    I can't feel my face

    [Part II: Finding Shelter in My Larynx]

    [Interlude: Compilation Version]

    [Intro: Boss, Kingpin Skinny Pimp, Eazy-E]
    You did good $lick
    (It's a SMASH!)
    Hip-, and I'm hip to every bitch tryna get a grip and-
    How I unload them, takin' it slow, cause Skinny Pimp masters-
    Hip-, and I'm hip-, and I'm hip-
    And I'm hip to every bitch tryna get a grip and-
    Smoke you like that, won't give a fuck
    Hip-, and I'm hip to every bitch tryna get a grip and-
    How I unload them, takin' it slow, cause Skinny Pimp masters-
    Hip-, and I'm hip-, and I'm hip-
    And I'm hip to every bitch tryna get a grip and-
    Smoke you like that, won't give a fuck

    [Verse 1: Indiana Slicky Fort Wayne]
    I'm screaming fuck love
    Cuz I guess I never got enough
    Shark attack, an album every summer like I'm Oddy Nuff
    Grey Gorilla, I'm gripping my Harambe nuts
    How can I trust when my own blood be acting sus (FUCK!)
    I got feelings, I can never feel
    Keeping a blade up under my tongue
    Just so I can guard my heel
    Constantly eating pills
    Like I never skip a meal
    Them hoes, they wanna chill
    But I just give 'em vistaril

    [Bridge]
    Hip-, and I'm hip to every bitch tryna get a grip and-
    Smoke you like that, won't give a fuck
    Hip-, and I'm hip-, and I'm hip-
    And I'm hip to every bitch tryna get a grip and-
    How I unload them, takin' it slow, cause Skinny Pimp masters-
    Your call has been forwarded to an automated voice messaging system

    [Verse 2: DUCKBOY]
    All these missed calls
    Texts left on read
    When I do answer the phone
    It's usually "Who is this again?"
    I can see it in their eyes
    That they see me as a check, as a threat
    Fucking hating on me
    Waiting on me to miss a fucking step
    They would love to catch me slipping
    Yeah that's why I learned to fly
    Always tryna touch the sun before I fall to my demise
    Broken skeleton scattered
    I'm only buzzin cuz of the flies
    But I gained a million listeners on Spotify, overnight

    [Outro: Boss, Kingpin Skinny Pimp, Eazy-E]
    Hip-, and I'm hip to every bitch tryna get a grip and-
    How I unload them, takin' it slow, cause Skinny Pimp masters-
    Hip-, and I'm hip-, and I'm hip-
    And I'm hip to every bitch tryna get a grip and-
    Smoke you like that, won't give a fuck

    [Part III: A Little Trauma Can Be Illuminating, and I’m Shining Like the Sun]

    [Intro: LIL REMAINS]
    You did good $lick
    Yeah playa, yeah playa, all my teeth gold
    Damn playa, damn playa, I still can't sleep though
    Yeah playa, yeah playa, all my teeth gold
    Damn playa, damn playa, I still can't sleep though
    Yeah playa, yeah playa, all my teeth gold
    Damn playa, damn playa, I still can't sleep though
    Yeah playa, yeah playa (Wetto), all my teeth gold (Wetto)
    Damn playa ($licky), damn playa, I still can't sleep though

    [Verse 1: LIL REMAINS]
    Lately I been feeling like I don't know who the fuck I am
    Tryna figure out where the stage ends and I begin
    'Til the bitter end, I proceed with a hollow heart
    Cut my wounds and call it art
    Watch me as I come apart (yeah)
    Pull up cullinan they wondering which sport I play
    I say what I want and what you can't afford to say
    Unless I'm hollering "Grey"
    Ain't much else I gotta say (Grey, grey, grey!)
    I made a gang and I made a way
    And I made the wave and it's here to stay
    (yeah) Faking a smile while I'm flexing
    Alarm going off for my antidepressant
    My girl is up early and bitching
    And stressing about how I'm here
    But I'm lacking in presence
    I tell her I love you but it's lacking essence
    And now I remember just who I am
    But give me a pill this one for the win
    I'm gone again

    [Bridge: LIL REMAINS]
    Yeah playa, yeah playa, all my teeth gold
    Damn playa, damn playa, I still can't sleep though

    [Verse 2: LORD OF LONELINESS]
    My type of vacation is isolation
    I wanna be left alone
    Gonna see how long I hold
    Until I end up fighting off temptations of self annihilation (self annihilation)
    I'm holding myself hostage
    By all of this emotional blockage
    I can't fucking stop it now
    It's all coming out
    A verbal kind of vomit
    I wish I could gut it out
    Take away my stomach
    Fucking rip it all apart
    The hollow cage of calcium
    That used to hold my heart
    I know I'm meant to be alone
    I can feel it in my bones
    And in my soul

    [Outro: LIL REMAINS]
    Yeah playa, yeah playa, all my teeth gold
    Damn playa, damn playa, I still can't sleep though